The End
Well. I've come to the end of this particular blog road. I broke up with Bike Guy yesterday. Here's what I think happened: I've been having anxiety about those major professional hurdles I mentioned earlier, and as part of the emotional crisis in dealing with those, a lot of other emotional issues were triggered. Including some issues with dating and relationships. So, I felt the need to end things with Bike Guy because I was unable to deal with being in a relationship. The only relationship I can handle right now is the one with my trained mental health professional.
Anyway, sorry to end on a down note. I can't even come up with some platitudes about how online dating works for many, even though I think it does. I guess I found out that I have to work on myself first before I can find someone, so at least I learned through my month of JDating.
Happy dating, all y'all.

3 Comments:
I'm so sorry to hear this, but I'm glad you're putting yourself first and dealing with these tough issues head on. I've been there, and believe me, it gets better. Thanks for a great month!
7:48 AM
Feeling sad you are leaving us! Keep us updated with your progress!
8:56 PM
"I'm glad you're putting yourself first"
I think our subject is just putting a part of herself first - her career.
6:12 PM
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