...or is it?

The story isn't over yet. Thought I should let you know Bike Guy and I are dating again. It happened because he reached out for me when I pushed him away, and is giving me what I say I need, whether I need time together or time apart. I'm trying to figure out this relationship business as we go along, and I guess that's just what people do!

(He found this blog [hi there, Bike Guy!] through some diligent research, so as much as I'm glad that there are no secrets between us, I'm reminded there's no such thing as privacy on the internet, and I'm not sure whether I want to blog about my most random, meandering, nonsensical, anxiety-ridden innermost thoughts. That's what therapy's for.)

The next month is completely focused on a set of professional hurdles. My friends, Bike Guy included, have been so supportive, cooking me dinner and/or taking me out to dinner and/or keeping me company when I need to take breaks. But there's little time for mental introspection/blogging, so let's just call this a hiatus for now. I'll be back.